what have I done?
I always just do what the other say....
I always just try to help when people ask....
I always try not to make people around me get hurt...
I always try my best not to make people around me worried bout me....
I always do some thing to help but avoiding my own feeling....
Why....
Why when I ask some thing for myself I can't get what I want?
I have ask for so many thing...
but I just can get to learn drawing and violin?
Why....
why I can't fulfill my own dream?
Why I am still not happy?
Why no one know my true feeling?
Why...Why...Why???
What have I did wrong?
Why most of the thing I looking for will go away from me???
I loss every thing...
I just have violin in my world...
My world is just violin...
Violin become my only happiness....
Violin....the only thing I have....