Wednesday, August 3, 2011

可能是我的错觉
也可能只是自己多疑
更可能是事实... ...
我真的觉得他们很不喜欢我的朋友... ...
我真的感觉到他们的厌恶... ...
我希望是我错了... ...
可是事实好像在嘲笑我的自欺欺人... ...
为什么???
为什么???
就连今天也要让我察觉到你们这样的感受... ...
为什么
为什么就连今天也让我觉得想哭... ...
我想还是别让朋友来我家较好... ...
我不想让自己发现
发现你们真的很不喜欢我的朋友... ...
甚至是厌恶我和我的朋友... ...
我不想懂得这种感受... ...
不想... ...
一点都不想... ...

4 comments:

  1. no la....duno y i got a feeling.....my family really dun like my friend....saw them like very 'fu yan' me when my friend is here yesterday....every thing they say i feel like very not 'zhen cheng'....mayb im wrong ba....but i wont let my friend come my house again....coz in their eyes my friend really cant 'jian ren'...as i know last time my dad even feel not good that im so good friend wif benz jus bcoz of his name....stp rite???he say that is not a good ppl will have tat name....is my mum told me de....really...i duno am i got the wrong feeling o not...

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  2. it's quite weird 4 ur dad hav such a feeling lo... if he really thinks tat la.. but ppl's name is nt under their control ma... isn't it??
    mayb ur family wil think it's 'ma fan' ba...

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  3. ya la...but i dun wan care ad la....lazy to care bout ad....im tired ad...

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